The House on Talon Parkway

Life happens so fast sometimes. It's been two weeks in our new home. Another big 'first' for us as a married couple of 4 months. This is Colin's second home purchase, my very first, and we did it together. It's been so exciting!  Yesterday I went over to the old house for what will possibly be the last time. Colin and I had to go back to grab the last few odds & ends and clean. I was pretty much worthless though, as I just cried and cried and cried. What's the deal, V? You've done this moving thing a thousand times!!! This is nothing new; you do it all the time, you should be used to this by now.  Well, I sat quietly on the ride back to our new house and pondered my feelings as the few remaining tears rolled slowly down my cheek. This time is different. The new move is good, but it's different.

I just couldn't wait to move out of the house for all of my reasons; I just knew that getting back into the downtown lifestyle would make everything so much more fun for us. We would be so happy with the world just right outside our front door and every convenience at our finger tips! While these things are proving to be the case, I still can't help but feel nostalgic for all the little mundane things that had slowly crept into my heart as we had lived our short stint as a young couple in suburbia. 

I was so excited to go out and get our very first place of our own together! But what I didn't quite realize at the time, is that the other house already was. 

Colin bought the house on Talon Parkway just a few months before we started dating. It was brand new and it was his very own first house. While I didn't move in until about a year and a half later, I was there almost from the beginning. I went with him when he picked out his tables from the furniture store. I was the one who helped him pick out the lovely color to paint the walls to transform it from a stark white bachelor pad to a warm and cozy home. We stayed up late into the dark hours painting the whole main floor. I slowly made my presence in that house more and more frequently to where I practically lived there, even though I had my own cute little place right downtown. Slowly more of my clothes took over the huge closet and before I knew it, I had my own spot in the garage. We hung art on the walls and built our own custom projects right downstairs in the basement. First a simple little garden box that smelled so wonderfully of pine every time it got wet with water. That first garden we planted was magnificent. We couldn't keep up with the tomatoes everyday, and Bella ate all the strawberries before we ever got to pick a ripe one. We failed at the carrots, and our mint weed thrived. We were so proud of it and the neighbors often commented on how nice it was. I made him promise me that we would take that with us if-ever, whenever we moved. Turns out garden boxes don't work on a balcony of a condo. So we left it there.  Someone else will soon get to plant their garden in our box. 

I just couldn't wait to leave! The 30+ mile drive to work everyday was killing me, and I missed so much being able to walk anywhere. We lived in a cute little neighborhood built in the middle of no-where, so we had to absolutely drive anywhere we wanted or needed to go. The city girl in me so desperately missed walking. Walking everywhere! Dinner, coffee shops, yoga, out for a quick drink... I convinced my sweet husband that this was exactly what we needed to do, and it happened. We now have our amazing little pad right in the best area of town. We love it!  Our first home together as a married couple! But I realize now how much of a life we had already started to build in that first home.  The memories are already so thick between those walls. It was in that house the first time we ever said "I love you".  It was in that house that Colin hosted my surprise 30th birthday party.  It was in that house that we brought Cuddles home to be a part of our new family. It was in that house that I watched my boyfriend-turn-fiancé-turn-husband take such meticulous care of the lawn and any little home improvement project that made me realize that I had the man of my dreams and he would take care of me that way. I watched him work tireless hours to make it our home. He strung twinkle lights over the back patio because he knew it would make me happy. He did such a beautiful job. I think these are all the reasons I cried (keep crying) so much.

He reassures me that we did the right thing, and I believe him. But I think the thing that is truly different this time, is that now I really realize that my decisions are no longer just my own. I've always gotten some sort of attachment to any of the dozens of cute little places I resided and left, but now the feelings are 10 times stronger when it involves my love. I wish I could have known that sooner. I don't know if it would have necessarily changed our decision to move, but I might have been a little more prepared for the gush of emotion, and maybe thought about things a little bit differently.  I love and appreciate my husband more than words can say. I really got a good one. 

Despite the tears, we are happy here. We love our new little place and it is already starting to feel like home. We are definitely taking advantage of walking just outside to enjoy so many wonderful things. We love the beautiful ambiance of Old Town fully lit up at night like a scene right out of a movie. I love that we are closer to the hills and running trails that I once put so many miles in on. We love that we are much closer to friends and family, not to mention we are excited about the potential future investment opportunities. We already have a list of little home-improvement things to make it more customized to our tastes. The memories are already in the making here. This is yet another moment of opportunity to embrace life and all its curves along the path. Although the last couple of weeks may have been a time of uncertainty, the one thing I know for sure is that I am so blessed to have the one and only person I could ever want, doing all of this with me now. He is my certainty. Life is sure better with him. And as already proven, as long as I am with him, I can be happy anywhere. 

We started to pull away, and I got out to snap one last picture of our first home. It was a beautiful November day, and I'll always remember our beautiful first little house.

To the House on Talon Parkway, thank you for being such a good first house for us.
Here's to moving forward to a lifetime full of adventure and unknowns!

Why, hello there, 2016. You're looking mighty fine!

It's amazing what one day and a swift kick in your own butt can do to change your attitude and outlook on life. I'll admit, just yesterday I was feeling the blues, as I've been a little bit down on life lately. I've had a lot of big changes over the last year, and I suppose it's been a bit more challenging for the queen of change than I realized. I've been settling into my new role of fiancé, I moved away from Denver (again), and the job situation has been up and down {lately down}.  I think I've been getting a little antsy; I haven't been able to book a trip anywhere as we are scrimping and saving for our wedding, and I guess overall I've just been feeling a little stressed and not like my free and easy-going-self. You could almost say I kind of felt like my life has become a little bit dull and status quo, which frankly scares the hell out of me. But last night as we were coming back home from a NYE celebration with the finest friends I know, I started looking back through the year's photos and I saw everything and anything but ordinary and dull. It was so wonderful to look through photo after photo on my iPhone and see what a truly wonderful and fantastic year I'd been having all along.

I turned thirty this year, and not only did I have the best celebratory weekend in San Francisco with my sister, but Colin and Sisterface threw me the most amazing surprise birthday party! I still can't figure out how they pulled it off, but so many family and wonderful friends were there to celebrate and love me that day. I'll never forget it as long as I live!

I felt so honored to have such a wonderful surprise party!

In May I took my annual mission trip to Mexico, where now the little kids know us and are excited to have us come and clean their teeth! It's quite an amazing team, and we continue to educate an underserved community to improve their overall health. (It starts with just a seed).

In May, we added a new member to the family and Bella got a new sister when we brought Cuddles home! She just the sweetest girl has brought us so much joy. We love to watch the two of them play together and take road trips with our traveling dogs. Yes, I think I've graduated to crazy dog mom!

Bella & Cuddles

Cuddles got her first haircut! She loves it!

Colin and I spent our summer tending the amazingly fruitful garden we made in our custom built bed. We were very proud of ourselves! We learned a lot about gardening, and how to NOT plant so many tomato bushes in one teeny tiny little corner :)

In June, last minute scheduled work trip took us to Charleston, South Carolina. I tagged along thinking it would be a fun weekend getaway, but Colin had something else in mind and took the opportunity to propose and ask me if I'd like to be his wife. The first official day of summer became my first official day as a fiancé! It was the happiest and most joyous time in our lives as we were showered in love and support by all of our family and friends.

The end of summer and fall was filled with concerts, hikes, camping at the Great Sand Dunes, hot air balloon festivals, and trips to Crested Butte where we plotted and planned our dream wedding. Happy Happy Happy.

Death Cab, Foo Fighters, Echosmith, Twenty One Pilots

Our camping trip to the Sand Dunes in September

We visited the Alligator Farm and Alien Watch Tower

Hot Air Balloon Festival in CO Springs!

We had a great time celebrating friends' weddings this fall, and one of them included a fantastic trip to Portland, which was Colin's first time there! In Portland, we got to celebrate Alexe & Eric, and I got to catch up with one of my dearest BFFs since middle school, Ms. Marianne Baca. Back in Denver we got to celebrate the marriage of Sarah & Christiaan, and now Colin can proudly say he knows "Too Legit to Quit". I love a good wedding, and I'm honored to have been a part of so many special days.

Monica & Chad's wedding, Arapahoe Basin, CO

Oh, Portland. How I love thee.

Fun at Eric & Alexe's wedding, and Sarah & Christiaan's weddings in October!

Thanksgiving was spent in Lamar with my family, where we got to spend precious time with my sweet Great Aunt Fina, and Christmas was spent with Colin's family.  NYE just brief moments ago will go down in the books as one the best, with the best folks I know.

Thanksgiving at Dad's

Christmas with Colin's Family. I learned to play Canasta! 

NYE with my CB gals and their dudes.

Merry Christmas from Bella & Cuddles!

This year was not without hard times, though. We've had some hard family issues, and in November we lost Colin's Grandpa Ed Cox. We were fortunate enough to spend a lot of quality time with him throughout the year and in his final days. I never knew a grandfather growing up, but Grandpa Ed and Colin's other Grandpa Wayne are the best grandfathers anyone could ever wish for. Grandpa Ed was such a wonderful man and I feel blessed for the short amount of time I got to know him. He loved God first, and his family more than anyone I've ever known. He prayed over us continually, and he treated me like his own granddaughter. I'll never forget that beautiful smile and those great big bear-hugs. Family dinners and prayer time won't be the same without him, but we know he is happy and healthy and whole again in Heaven with Jesus and his lovely wife, Donna.  The only good thing that comes with dying is the family time spent together. We were happy to spend so much time with Colin's sister Randi and her sweet Hannah & Connor. For those two kiddos being only 2 and 1, living in Florida, we sure are lucky we get to see so much of them! I've been in love with my new role of becoming "Auntie"! Lots of beautiful kiddos in the Cox/Siegmund family that I now can claim as my own. This winter we were also blessed with two new little nephews, Bentley & Ronan, born just a week apart. Nothing but tons of love to go around in this new family I'm joining :)

Colin & Grandpa Ed Cox

Fun @ the Royal Gorge with Hannah & Connor

Flash forward to 2016, and already this is shaping up to be a fantastic year! I'm training for my next marathon, planning our dream wedding, we have lots of other weddings to attend, and hopefully we can take a little trip here and there. How silly of me to think for a split second that my life was becoming dull. I have more love than I could ever hope for, more to look forward to than ever before,  and I have a partner that stands by me and encourages me to live up to my full potential. I know that though Christ all things are possible, and I will continue to {{TRY!}} to live each day thankful for all that I have.

Here's to 2016 becoming the best year, yet!